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April 29th, 2008 (11:21 pm)

Title: Stop Wandering
Fandom: The West Wing
Characters: Molly Wyatt-Ziegler, Toby Ziegler , Andy Wyatt
Prompt: [info]tww_minis: Sons & Daughters; [info]fanfic100: 90 – Home; [info]un_love_you: 23 – You remind me of me
Word Count: 765
Rating: g
Summary: Like father, like daughter.
Author's Notes: Thanks to [info]amy_vic for the prompt (and the Mollylove!), and [info]kiss_me_cassie and [info]purple_elefants for the beta.



It was Molly who brought Toby back to their family, his little girl who broke him down bit by bit until the distance was unbearable and he forgot why he had run away to begin with.

She did it with nothing more than unerring admiration for her father. He spent years wondering what he did to deserve such unwavering love from this girl, and it wasn’t until he voiced the question to Andy on the phone one night that he began to understand.

They spoke the most at night, after he said goodnight to the kids, and sometimes their chats lasted long into the darkness, where they were most comfortable with each other.

“She loves you because you’re her father, Toby,” Andy said patiently.

“It’s not that simple,” he argued, frustrated.

“No, it absolutely is. Molly’s not you, and you’re not your father. She’s ten. You haven’t disappointed her, you’re there for her, and you love her. That’s all she needs from you right now, and she’s not afraid to ask for what she needs. She misses you, but she doesn’t really know another way to live.”

He knew his children; he and Andy both made it a point to keep him involved. So even with half the eastern seaboard between them, they saw him one weekend a month, whether he came to D.C. or vice versa. He helped with homework, watched soccer practices and riding lessons, and on those weekends they were the world’s most normal family. And he forgot, after a while, why he’d given it all up.

So he made the trek back from New York, back to an apartment only blocks from Andy and the kids, back to an easy shared custody and more time spent at Andy’s house than away from it.

And while Huck was excited to have him there, and Andy welcomed him back and made room for him in their lives, it was Molly who won him over and drew him into the heart of his family, this charming, energetic child. She showed him everything, asked for his help and his advice, and Toby realized that Andy was right. His little girl just wanted him there.

*********

Molly grew up tall and independent, not unlike her mother, and she left home without a backwards glance as soon as she was able.

College across the country before work as a photojournalist kept her running around the globe, and it was years before she returned home for more than a day.

She knew her brother resented being left as the sole child for their parents to dote on, and she knew her parents wished she were just a little better at keeping in touch, but she was too busy seeing the world through her lens by day and trying to forget what she saw by night.

As the years passed, though, it became clear that she was no longer the little girl who woke her parents up at night with fears that would never even rival the real-life horrors she would see as an adult. She was no longer the teenager who was fearless and crashed the car on an unauthorized trip to the shore two days after she got her drivers license.

Nor was she the young woman who wanted nothing more than to leave her family, in all of their untraditional, frustrating glory: the brother destined for corporate life, a suit, whose brilliance she couldn’t then recognize, who she’d later realize was saving the world too, in his own way. She was, then, eager to leave her parents, who couldn’t live with each other and could live without each other even less. (The frustration faded with age; as she got older, she saw the love that was there so much more clearly.)

In the end, it was her father who brought her back. He didn’t push like Huck, and he didn’t keep stoically (and so very loudly) silent like her mother. Instead, his emails were consistent and newsy and his favorite thing to write. And in between the family news and updates on whether he or Andy would win the race to finish their respective books (if she won, it was only because he was a more careful writer) and complaining about Andy’s cooking, he found the room for a single line, the same theme every time.

“Let us know where you’re headed next. And don’t forget you’ve always got a home here, Molls. Love, Dad.”

So after too many years of running into carnage, blasts, and horror rather than away from it, Molly finally came home.

Comments

Posted by: LifeAsAnAmazon ([info]lifeasanamazon)
Posted at: April 30th, 2008 07:54 am (UTC)

Wonderful. Really wonderful. The second section moved me even more. You show Toby ageing gracefully as Molly becomes a mature woman. Both of them growing up and coming home.

Posted by: senseless things ([info]dancinginsane)
Posted at: April 30th, 2008 05:12 pm (UTC)
Toby - sorry // cannons_fan

Thanks so much, I'm so glad it worked for you. ♥

Posted by: amy_vic ([info]amy_vic)
Posted at: April 30th, 2008 10:34 am (UTC)
Family (Toby+Molly+Huck)

ADSFKDJVHAFSDVJHL.

No, it absolutely is. Molly’s not you, and you’re not your father. - I love when Andy lays it all out for Toby, because sometimes he really does need to hear it.

Molly grew up tall and independent, not unlike her mother, and she left home without a backwards glance as soon as she was able. - This is gorgeous and lovely and then rips my heart into several tiny pieces.

Photojournalist!Molly = WIN. And Toby's constant line in the letters is made of even more win.



Posted by: senseless things ([info]dancinginsane)
Posted at: April 30th, 2008 05:14 pm (UTC)
Andrea // 38gnihsurc

Andy knows where it's at.

YAY THANKS. :)

Posted by: the whirlwind is in the thorn tree ([info]medland)
Posted at: April 30th, 2008 01:13 pm (UTC)
WW - Toby and babies

I love this.

Posted by: senseless things ([info]dancinginsane)
Posted at: April 30th, 2008 05:14 pm (UTC)
Ellie // rainblows

Thank you!!

Posted by: dianora ([info]dianora2)
Posted at: April 30th, 2008 02:34 pm (UTC)
ww memories

What a cool idea. Very nice.

Posted by: senseless things ([info]dancinginsane)
Posted at: April 30th, 2008 05:15 pm (UTC)
Toby & kids // adventurepants

So happy you liked it! Thanks.

Posted by: Raindrops ([info]raindrops888)
Posted at: April 30th, 2008 03:33 pm (UTC)
TWW - toby&mollyaslkfjs!!// rainblows

She was, then, eager to leave her parents, who couldn’t live with each other and could live without each other even less.

Perfect summary of the Toby/Andy relationship and I love that their kids can pick up on that too.

Loved this. I've always pictured Molly as a daddy's girl so I love this idea that they can bring each other home.

Posted by: senseless things ([info]dancinginsane)
Posted at: April 30th, 2008 05:17 pm (UTC)
Toby - doorway // adventurepants

I love that their kids can pick up on that too.
Yeah, I've always thought they were pretty perceptive kiddos. Hee. And yes, Molly has so always been a daddy's girl to me, probably because of just how damn cute that little girl was, holy fuck.

Thanks so much, I'm so happy that you liked it. :)

Posted by: Krazy Kat ([info]krazykitkat)
Posted at: May 1st, 2008 02:27 pm (UTC)
Toby/Andy

You are always amazing and this is so lovely.

Posted by: _witc_ ([info]_witc_)
Posted at: June 12th, 2008 11:53 pm (UTC)

Stumbled here from tww_minis.... Loved this fic, Tobys same last line in every email was just *love*
Am off to read more, you write Toby/Andi brilliantly.

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